went for 4 different interviews this week, the only period i feel that my resumes are not dumped into the black hole. of this, one job made me feel that i have lots of chances to learn, and will be able to apply the experience for the future. but i am scared that the job may not be offered to m(this job shall be called job A). and hence, i still have to keep attending interviews. even though last week i fervently hoped to get job B, and next week i am going for its second round interview, the enthusiasm level for job B has dropped drastically cos of the appearance of job A.
how how how? i know i said any job will do, but as the interviewer of job E said, am i sure i want to do this as my career? just have to keep trying and trying, try to have faith that everything will work out, even though knowing that all my friends are employed is stressing me out.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
everywhere i turn, it stares me in the face. even without the external pressure, i feel the stress within me. constantly on my mind, with no respite. have i not been proactive enough? too picky? do i perform badly? or is it just my misfortune to spend 4 years, and emerge in a period of economic depression, with the usual target industries not hiring? it makes that piece of paper so worthless.
can only silently scream my head off, cause i don't know how to verbalise the frantic feeling in me. apply, wait, and hope.
can only silently scream my head off, cause i don't know how to verbalise the frantic feeling in me. apply, wait, and hope.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Monday, August 03, 2009
Thursday 30th Jul 2009 was my convocation day! Wasn't really hyped up about it though, because it really signifies the start of my unemployment. But it was nice tocatch up with a few friends and take some nice photos! =)
parents seated before the ceremony started. i am grateful to their love and caring upbringing that made me the person i am today. they have watched out for my faults, and nurtured me into a better person. although in my family, these words of gratitude are never said, but i know they love me, and i them.
family photo! it's so hard to get them to pose for one =p
the only stage photo i have! cause my parents did not do their job! haha
p.s. i saw another stage photo of me taken by sharon! yay!:)
p.p.s the guy is actually the head of engineering, so i've heard.
p.p.p.s thank god my stage photo doesn't show that JRR. haha
i think i could have taken more photos! but some people were elusive and hard to find! hahaha but i still managed to take with quite many coursemates.
clockwise from top left: with clarence, an ex-classmate? melisa, freddie's groupmate. with sandy, sem 1 lab mate, and minlin, fyp friend. and the only professor we took photo with-arvind.
with prof comm groupmates, and other various coursemates, some of whom are friends of friends, as in never really talk before. but it was nice to have these people endure 4 years of education together. =)
some of the inidividuals i managed to catch. the bottom right photo is that of our valedictorian. i quite liked her speech.
sharon and freddie! =) and i liked that teddy bear bouquet i saw someone else hold.
Saturday night was 2b steamboat gathering at my house. made them buy groceries and food at ntuc before coming to my house. but dunno why nobody took any photos. haha
before we tuck in, smile for the camera!
see!!! so much food! crazy mad people. the scary thing was that we finished almost all. hahah
the action in the kitchen- washing veggies, peeling quail eggs, making minced meat balls.
some random small group shots.
post-dinner behind-the-scenes! me washing plates, the guys chipping in to help clean up, pigu and yong mopping floor.
the enormous crowd that i havent seen in a long time. 16 people!
parents seated before the ceremony started. i am grateful to their love and caring upbringing that made me the person i am today. they have watched out for my faults, and nurtured me into a better person. although in my family, these words of gratitude are never said, but i know they love me, and i them.
family photo! it's so hard to get them to pose for one =p
the only stage photo i have! cause my parents did not do their job! haha
p.s. i saw another stage photo of me taken by sharon! yay!:)p.p.s the guy is actually the head of engineering, so i've heard.
p.p.p.s thank god my stage photo doesn't show that JRR. haha
i think i could have taken more photos! but some people were elusive and hard to find! hahaha but i still managed to take with quite many coursemates.
clockwise from top left: with clarence, an ex-classmate? melisa, freddie's groupmate. with sandy, sem 1 lab mate, and minlin, fyp friend. and the only professor we took photo with-arvind.
with prof comm groupmates, and other various coursemates, some of whom are friends of friends, as in never really talk before. but it was nice to have these people endure 4 years of education together. =)
some of the inidividuals i managed to catch. the bottom right photo is that of our valedictorian. i quite liked her speech.
sharon and freddie! =) and i liked that teddy bear bouquet i saw someone else hold.
Saturday night was 2b steamboat gathering at my house. made them buy groceries and food at ntuc before coming to my house. but dunno why nobody took any photos. haha
before we tuck in, smile for the camera!
see!!! so much food! crazy mad people. the scary thing was that we finished almost all. hahah
the action in the kitchen- washing veggies, peeling quail eggs, making minced meat balls.
some random small group shots.
post-dinner behind-the-scenes! me washing plates, the guys chipping in to help clean up, pigu and yong mopping floor.
the enormous crowd that i havent seen in a long time. 16 people!
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